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ok i'm bored....i cant sleep and have nothing to do...anyone there wanna talk ?????

For Erin

Well as you all may know I popped the question. Yep I did it the day after Christmas. I remember I was sooooo corny about it, lol. But I did it. I worked up all the nerves I had and just did it. Felt kind of weird, being the first time I proposed and all. But it felt good. I knew I was doing the right thing. Erin I love you so much. I love you for always being there, for all your silly antics, for your kindness, for your love and compassion. I am so lucky to have found someone like you. We have been through a lot together, both good and bad. And you keep telling me your surprised I stood with you this long. That no one you have even been with has stood with you this long. Well Erin like I told you before, I am here till the end. And I don't plan on going anywheres. I have stood by your side the entire time because I love you and I believe in you. Last night we got in an argument and you asked me why I wanted to marry you. Well Erin here it is. Erin I love you more then you could ever realize. You are everything to me, my life, my air, my world. I love the way you look when your sleeping, so peaceful. I've spent many of nights just watching you sleep, watching you breath in and out, (watching you kick me lol). I love the way you look at me, especially when your about to say something goofy. I love your beautiful eyes. I love you hair. I love that first kiss I get from you in the morning. I love laying in bed knowing your right there next to me. I love it when I see you out the corner of my eye just staring at me, you didn't think I noticed did you. I love that you gave me a beautiful healthy baby girl. Erin there are so many things about you that I love. I love seeing you get so excited of silly and goofy things. When it snowed a few days ago, just seeing that look on your face when I woke you up was woth it all. Watching you get all giddy and excited when you were playing in the snow was priceless. Just seeing you like that made it all worth it to me. Seeing you get all excited makes me feel like I did something right for a change. Erin all I want is for you to be happy. There is noting more important than that. Erin I can't wait to watch you walk down the isle. To see you all beautiful in your dress. And I can promise you there is nothing I want more. I spent a lot of time thinking about it. And while I was thinking I realized there is no one else in this world that I would want to spend the rest of my life with. Erin you chosed me, and I am very thankful for that. I am glad you found me. To think of you not being in my life would be unimaginable and I don't ever want to think of that. Erin you are my other half, and without you I can't function. You an Alyssa is what makes it worth getting gup everyday. You and Alyssa makes being in this cruel selfish world all worth while. So there Erin, now you know why I want to marry you, why I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I can't promise that everything will be easy. But I can promise you that I will do anything and everything to make sure your happy. And as long as you are happy, then then my short time here in this world will be well spent.